it can be sweet, or it can be sour, but either way, you're always left wanting more.
I came up with that myself. Pretty good, huh?
Anyway... I got the lead for the school play! We're doing Charlotte's Web and I will be playing Wilbur. I'm really excited about it.
And to add to the overall excitement, I'm going to be spending the day with Anna tomorrow... well... whatever is left of it after school anyway.
For some reason, I feel as though tomorrow will be the perfect day to tell her that I love her. I know I said that I would wait for our one month, but if the opportunity presents itself tomorrow, and I'm fairly sure that it will, I don't think I'll be able to stop myself from saying it.
The sad thing is, while I've decided to tell her that I love her, I'm also terrified of saying it for the first time. I know Erin was telling the truth when she told me what Anna told her, but still... The last time I told somebody that I loved them, I had my heart broken into a million pieces. Granted, it didn't take long to pick myself up, but still; it caused physical pain. Not pleasant at all.
Hmm... I think I'll risk it. I may not want to have my heart broken again, but I have to take the risk. I wouldn't say it's true love, yet, but it's definitely real and it feels right to me. Just hearing her voice makes me smile. Holding her hand makes my heart race. When we kiss, my heart skips a beat. I would go on, but it's time for me to get off the computer and go to bed. I have a test tomorrow.
Auf Wiedersehen!
Me
- B. Christman
- I'm a Chef and writer who has an immense passion for what I do. I tend to rant and ramble on a variety of subjects, hence the title of this blog. The "in-training" part of the title comes from my belief that no matter how experienced a chef may be, he or she should always be training him- or herself and constantly striving to become better.
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