I kissed her last night. I couldn't stop smiling the whole way home, and didn't stop smiling until I fell asleep. I feel lighter than air and I can honestly say that I can't see how anything could possibly bring me down. Everything is perfect right now, and I thank God for everything that happened to bring me to this point, including the bad things.
And for those of you that don't believe in fate, let me show the chain of events that brought me to this point.
Matthew dies.
My dad sinks into depression and my parents already shaky marriage gets worse.
My mom starts cheating on my dad.
My parents split up.
I chose to go with my mom and Max, and we move to our current home.
I slowly begin to come out of my own depression and begin talking to people.
I make new friends.
I audition for and get a role in the school play.
I make more friends.
I audition for and get a role in the school musical.
I make even more friends and discover that I have feelings for Her.
I reveal my feelings to Her.
I go on a roller coaster of emotions, which ends with a broken heart.
Erin tells me that Anna likes me.
I ask Anna out.
Anna says yes, and I find out that I really like Anna.
I ask Anna to be my girlfriend.
She says yes, and I find out that I'm falling for her.
Erin tells me that Anna thinks she loves me.
I find myself happier than I've ever been.
That's it in a nutshell. So you see, the thing that brought me to this moment of extreme happiness is the same thing that brought me so much pain and misery when it happened. I don't see how anybody could look at that chain of events and chalk it all up to coincidence.
Me
- B. Christman
- I'm a Chef and writer who has an immense passion for what I do. I tend to rant and ramble on a variety of subjects, hence the title of this blog. The "in-training" part of the title comes from my belief that no matter how experienced a chef may be, he or she should always be training him- or herself and constantly striving to become better.
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